Dark Horse Arts and Sciences

As I delve deeper and deeper into the ocean, I begin to experience a sense of serenity and calmness as a wave of poise and composure unfurled over me like a sheet of canvas. Finally, I am away from all the mayhem and pandemonium that the world is facing right now. I am now lost in the midst of a calm and cool sea that will be my home from here on. I don’t have any intention to go back to where I’ve come from. The cool breeze flowing in this direction, passing through my worn out face, is providing me a sense of relief and hope that everything will be okay and fine as long as I am here; away from everything and everyone. 

The last few months of repression, anger and depression have only taught me one thing; that nobody gives a shit about anybody. All are trapped in their own psychological prisons inside their little heads, unable to comprehend and gather any sense of what’s going on around them. Everyone is so confused and bewildered that they have no idea how to escape from all that harsh reality and just get away from everything. But I am not in that ‘everyone’ category anymore. I’ve left that world forever now as I have entered this oceanic world full of quietness and placidity. I’m away from all the storm that was on the brink of almost ruining me into pieces. I’m finally free from the horrors of disease, war, conflict, murder and all the external suffering. Nothing external can disturb me anymore as I have amalgamated with my inner peace. I can no longer be subjected to any outside pain and lamentation as I have left that materialist world for good; nowhere to return in the near future. I am gone. Into the wildness of the sea. 

No idea where shall I reach. No idea what shall I breathe. I am gone. All alone in this journey to find some peace and placidity in the absurdity of it all.