Dark Horse Arts and Sciences

Ankita and Sushant welcomed their first child into the world. Together they created a new life; a new creature out of sheer love and passion. The baby opened her eyes for the first time to see giant creatures extending their long hands towards her. That was the moment a new creature got introduced into the world of chaos and confusion. Little did she know that the smile she had on her soft face right now would somehow eventually fade after some years. Those hands that are caressing her right now with pure affection will no longer be there in her times of utter internal suffering and sorrow. Soon, she’d be introduced into a world which would make her question the purpose and meaning of her own existence. Soon, she’d discover that none of it actually matters; that she was born into a cruel, abysmal world which she didn’t have a choice at all to enter into. She was never asked whether she really wanted to be here on earth or not. 

She slowly started blaming her parents for giving her birth in the first place. Slowly, she decided to never have a baby of her own as she didn’t want any other creature to come here and suffer the way she did; to face all the absurdity and harsh reality that she had to bear on her way down here. She finally decided that she wouldn’t even get married at all; let alone having a child.

The idea of spending a life time with a single companion all along made her feel nauseated and claustrophobic. She could feel a sense of dread beginning to explode within her; ready to burst out. But she tried to calm down; she tried to control her inner tornado. She tried to constrict that desperation and restlessness that she was feeling by thinking all this stuff. She tried to close her eyes off and breathe heavily to let that anger and frustration go away. And after a certain time, she fell into deep slumber. No more angst; no more feeling of dread and anger. Just utter silence; escalating her whole body and soul like a carpet stretched out upon the floor.